Monday, March 5, 2007




Colossal memories of blackened guns stained with the souls of moaning men.
Nothing more, nothing less...


The last kill of the cowboy
That's what I once was, a cold-blooded son of a bitch and pulling the trigger wasn't difficult when you where numb to everything becuase of the whisky, the drink that made you loose any attachment to humanity, people asked, "Why did you do it?" I draw my gun, put it in front of there faces and say "Because she died", sometimes the only way people understand is looking through the barrel of a gun.

Now I'm old, my bones hurt and I can barely hold a gun, time passed and I wasted my only chance of love when she died by a disease. I was too busy getting drunk to ever notice that she loved me and I hated it her for it. When she passed away was like being drunk without the licor, it was a fucking whirlwind of emotions and everything was like in a nightmare, I fell to my knees and everythign went to fucking hell, after that i lost my mind not knowing why i decided to raise fuckign hades everywhere I went, it was the only way to deal with my regret.
Now I stand at the edge of my life, I was a bastard all my life and I'm still alive, What kind of divine fucking justice is this? I've waited all my life for some kid wanting revenge, but no, I'm lucky if someone looks at me in a threatening way.

I get my old gun, load one bullet to the chamber, cock the gun, and sit down...
Sometimes the only way people understand is looking through the barrel of a gun



...I'm too old for this shit

Sunday, February 25, 2007

.: Science Fiction Vs Reality :.

What determines our future?
I say Jules Vernes predicted the 20th century in the technological aspect with the most notorious human achivements, space travel and to be honest we suck very much at it.
Deep sea travel, it sucks balls to, but he said it first.
We can travel around the world.

Futurists are, as I like to see it, "Pre-cog philosophers".
They try to construct a long-term or short-term vision of the future for personal gain or to discover patterns in the life-span of society.

Jules Vernes was a futurist, and with science fiction he predicted the future, or was it his life work that inspire the colective consciousness that made believe we were capable of doing this things.

So, if science fiction has indeed inspired a century, Are we destined to live the work of fiction of futurists sci-fi writers?
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Are we the writers of future generations in a literal way?

.: For Glory and Eternity :.


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Once I made a promise
An unbreakble bond
Where I stand at the edge of this world
And jump to the void

Will I find ground to hit and die?

But stupid I was,
becuase it wasn't the edge of the world
for now I witness the birth of reality

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

.: Epic answers to stupid questions :.

Spider Jerusalem, he's the man responsible for my interest on the dying and multiplying profession known as "Journalism". I fucking hate hippies and anything that resembles those counter-cultural shit-heads. Not a big fan of counter-culture, I like to embrace and shout out whats happening, not act the other way and pretend that nothing's happening.

Once a hippie guy in school asked me "Why are you always shouting?" i just ignored the fucker and continue with my rhythmic dance of fact and truth, pointing my finger and saying it like it is. When i ran our of air he interrupted me again, "Why are you always pissed and telling us things that we dont like to hear?"

"YOU DON'T LIKE HEARING IT BECAuSE YOU'RE TO FUCKING STUPID TO CHOOSE! LIKE DEMOCRACY FOR MASSES IT DOESN'T FUCKING WORK BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU, YOU DONT RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE OPINION, IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT WE HAVE A SHITTY SYSTEM" I dont like loosing my breath, because I have to stop my ranting.


"Chill dude, Why are you lecturing me?"
"This is not a lecture..."
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